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Name: Chong Ming Hui, Mildred
Nicknames: Mel aka evilyumi
School: currently in sp singapore maritime academy
Age: sweet 18
Gender: Female
Status: S & A
>> I adores Ayumi Hamasaki...
>> I adores OG4 yaya sisters...
>> I adores my family...
>> I adores SMA marketing force...
>> I adores all my friends...
>> I adores Beyonce Knowles...
>> I adores my schools....
>> I Abhors backstabbers...
>> I Abhors liars...
>> I Abhors fakers...
>> I Abhors people who act cute...
>> I Wish to outshine myself...
>> I Wish that my family would be happy always...
>> I Wish that my friends are for forever...
>> I Wish someone who knows me more than i do...
>> I Wish that my school work would improve...
>> I Wish for WORLD PEACE!!!
You like the ones that understand you.
What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics) brought to you by Quizilla
You are the depressed/dreamer anime girl.You either
lost somebody you love or somebody broke you
heart so bad that you can't pick up the
shattered pieces without hurting yourself.You
think nobody can heal your wounds but don't
stop looking because you never know who loves
you enough to try hell the one special guy
could be right infront of your eyes and you
don't even know it.You also love to day dream
because it seems like the only place that makes
you happy.But little do you know that people
all around you are trying to make you happy and
you won't let them in fearing you'll get
another heartbreak or get hurt worse.But just
try and if things go wrong just brush it off
and try again.It never hurts to try.One more
thing never let that lost love one leave you
heart keep them in forever and keep their
memory alive.
If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only) brought to you by Quizilla
You are the Spirit of Hope. Whenever someone is
feeling down, they merely have to think of you
to make them happy again. You have the ability
to simply radiate happiness. You can make
friends quickly because your strong point is
your amazingly friendly nature which naturally
people want to be with. You think about the
best in everything, a total optimist, you won't
have any trouble getting a worthy person to
share your life with!
Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!) brought to you by Quizilla
You are the romantic kiss. Your kisses are
passionate and spontanious, he takes you in his
arms and ravages your mouth. Luck you!!
What is your kiss? (Girls only) brought to you by Quizilla
Your true angel is Deep/Sad. you're sorta depressed
but that's because there are so many things
churning in your mind. you can never keep your
mind fresh and cleared. its always thinking
about problems
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The Haunted One
You are the haunted beauty whose life is marred by
sadness. You are dreamy, delicate, gentle and
melancholy. As tragically beautiful as any
Shakespearean heroine, you possess a doe-eyed
fragility that is strangely enchanting.
What's so scary about you: There is something
rather unsettling about your fragile beauty.
You are like a dream that no one can grasp.
Your gemstone: Moonstone
Your Moon: Ice Moon (January)
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When it's raining, what type of tears are you crying? (With pics)
You cry tears of escape. You might be a physically abused person who can't escape the clutches of harm. You wish that you could run away and forget everything, but you can't because every torment that is waiting for you isn't letting you. People look at you differently and try to figure out what is wrong, but they can never seem to figure it out. You probably like the day time or early morning more because you are away form everything that has hurt you. You should try to tell people what is wrong before it is to late and you can't tell anyone ever again.
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haiz... haiz... i think i going to peng kui soon... cannot concentrate in doing everything... ah... i miss my friends so so much... really hope i can get to see them during cny eve at huayi... miss og4 guys more... ah... must really get them out for an outing asap... haiz... maybe after their 'a' lvls ba... then they more free... hehe... dunno how to study my mek... electrics study almost finish liao... pssr aso dunno wat to study... and test is like two days away... no point me being so panic... gambatte ba... aso hope things would be much much better soon... lalalala... better be settled soon... affecting my life like hell...
"Always think that others are suffering more than you... Then life would feel much better..."
*{ Ayumi Rocks }* @ 11:36 AM
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die liao... tuesday mek, wednesday ele... then i haven study yet... actually got study a bit lah but sibei forgetful de... sian... nothing to write lah... very fan inside...
"As time goes by, I hope I would be much stronger..." something that i hope i can achieve...
most importantly, i really hope things would be much better soon...
*{ Ayumi Rocks }* @ 11:41 PM
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Term test coming soon... yet i have no mood to study... well... hope i can jiayou in this coming week... anyways... i spend about two days at malaysia... was at my godmum's house... actually when my bro say dun wan to go home and stay, i was very on for the idea... didn't wan to face the problem... well... i hope i got the inner strength in me to face the problem... maybe i going back to huayi to study or just sit at the stairs... i miss the flight of steps... miss everyone in my class... miss everyone i noe... all the things i have done to anyone tat is wrong... all the things that i said out inpulse... everyone's feeling i have hurt... i hope for forgiveness... please please tell me where i have done wrong... no matter whatever problems anyone have with me, just tell me... Directly... any unsolved problems with me... just come back to me... i noe i have hurt a lot of pple with my words and actions... i hope all of you would tell me when i go overboard... i hope not to hurt more pple with my bad bad attitude... my bad bad temper... i noe how it feels like... so so so sorry if i ever did tat to u...
*{ Ayumi Rocks }* @ 10:02 PM
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sometimes... i wonder... how the event in the past is past down to us... well... i am really not good at word... but i feel like writing something...
Believe in what you believe in
Aim to be who you really are
Respect those who respect you
Be who you really are
Love those who give them your love
sometimes... i really wish i could be a child again... however... nothing can change the past so i must move on with it...
"Those who believe in whatever they do are the ones who gets back double of what they give..."
*{ Ayumi Rocks }* @ 12:46 PM
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frustrating... the stupid rwp killing my brain cells... aiya... resting now to blog... very tired wor... dunno how to do... ah!!!!! STRESS!!!
"Just looking happy doesn't mean one is..."
*{ Ayumi Rocks }* @ 9:00 PM
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lolz... today i had a new experience... i went to the altar to read the readings... no lah... just testing volume only... but i still not experience lor... cannot really go up and read... singing still got problem... lolz... hope will get better... aiya... tomorrow got sch... go slp le...
"Moonlight tends to look upsetting if you feel so too..."
*{ Ayumi Rocks }* @ 10:39 PM
*******
yesterday i stayed at my babysitter's house... i dye my hair again... but the after colour was the same... so angry... the box cheat me... wanted a lighter colour... anyway, today i trimmed my hair by a bit... dun tink pple can see it aso... went for the sports elective in the afternoon... cycle until my leg ache... now my whole body ache... so tired... i tink i go slp liao...
"Love is a complicating thing..."
*{ Ayumi Rocks }* @ 10:26 PM
*******
lolz... today got extra electrics tuition in the morning... so tiring... haha... got that 2pid mek... make us wear boiler suit for one hour he also happy... haha... afternoon got programming... dun understand anything cos nv come on tuesday... brought jinghui for her routine walk... then at night went for choir practice... now i may got another job... reading the readings out to the crowd... a bit scared but i tink i can do it... hehe... may god bless me and my family... bless the pple who lost their family in the tsunami and hope they would grow stronger and go on living their lives...
"Sometime life is so unpredictable...
it's as fragile as glass...
but after all the events in life...
people will be much more stronger..."
something i just thought of... well... i will end here then...
*{ Ayumi Rocks }* @ 10:19 PM
*******
today i went for ele lab... my bell failed to ring... so upsetting... i burn myself again... afternoon had pst... today practical... i was thrilled as today i was given the chance to drive the powerboat... hehe... must really get my ppcdl licence soon... so fun... another tiring day... so stressed up... when i got back home, i brought jinghui to the playground... it is like an everyday routine... have to bring her for her walk... hehe... she was playing happily... well... the 10pm show on channel u getting interesting... must make time to watch... erm... nothing more liao...
"Life is more enriching if you make it true..." I say one... hehe...
*{ Ayumi Rocks }* @ 10:15 PM
*******
today is so tiring... i had workshop in the morning... then i got hit by one of the metal pieces... a small tiny burn on my hand... then afternoon i pon lessons and go to poly marina for the cfp 2005... miss the programming lesson... i had 3 power boat ride... one rescue boat ride... had great fun but was drained of my energy... well... today just another day for me...
*{ Ayumi Rocks }* @ 10:03 PM
*******
Erm... I realise that I can't be online everyday to blog... So sorry that I haven blog lately... Well... Let me recall what has happened this week... Monday... Nothing special... Go school today then came back at 1 plus... But I bought my niece Jinghui to my sec sch... Since it is the first day of sch, my teachers are quite busy... All of them thought she was adorable... Nothing really happened... Since Mr Salleh, Ms Mei and Ms Leong is not there already, three of my teachers is gone... Tuesday... Morning was terrible... I miss my bus and was late for workshop... got scolded... Working with the lathe is tiring but fun... afternoon was the most boring lesson of my semester... had pssr and programming... Another day passed, and the next day was cfp 2005 for my sch... I was send to group d with rin and v.j... belinda was aso in the grp... quite surprising... all the volunteers are from dmr... my grp had so much questions for dns which almost had me drown... hehe... but i am still alive and kicking... afternoon, we went to poly marina for water activities... was quite boring until the power boatt ride... my boat and another boat was out of fuel... we tried to row it back while help is on its way... it was quite an exciting day but i was so so tired... thursday was the day i was waiting for... I was going back to jj for jj nite... actually i was not feeling well but i still went... saw charlene, qian yu, mich, applie, apple, andre and a lot of other pple... marie was there with me until she had to go... had great fun and the new dances were extremely cute... well... hope all of them rest well and drink a lot of water to recover from their sore throat... yesterday was the day i stayed at home and do nothing... i woke up with a swollen ankle... cannot even move... was sliding around the house with my chair... lolz... but i had discuss my work with my grp members online... wow.... i have written so much... haiz... I miss the guys in og4... hope to see ya in the outing soon...
*{ Ayumi Rocks }* @ 4:38 PM
*******
Resolutions
Seems a little later for resolutions... But still, I have to list one...
1. Studies - Well... Just the first semester of poly, I already failed two modules... Slack too much... no use regretting now... So for the coming year, I hope I would stop slacking and concentrate in my studies... Must at least get this diploma and get it right... Already got bad record le...
2. Home - Erm... Hope things will be better after it is over... And hope it would be a quick one... So I would start a happy year... All I can do is to give my mum all the moral support she needs...
All the love that I can give her... Also to my brother... I will try my best to keep him clear of what he is doing...
3. A Him - Haiz... Same as every year... Hope to find someone who dote me more than I do... Maybe giving eachother the love we need... Although life is fragile, at least got him there for me...
4. Friends - Really want to keep my contact with all my sec friends and og4 members... They have been great just appearing in my life... Treasuring them is the only thing I can give them... They are important to me... And also, relations with my poly friends also have improved... I think... Well... Hope new and old friends will keep in contact then... If you all got any problems, you can come to me...
5. Church - Just join the chinese choir in church... Don't know why I have the sudden urge to join... But since I am now in, I will do my best to sing out the heavenly praises of the Lord...
6. Save more money - Need to stop spending so much... Life is different now... And also need to buy presents for those people who is important to me... Sorry if I didn't get you a present last year...
Okay... cannot be too greedy... too many resolutions... yet never complete... Well... Have a great year ahead...
*{ Ayumi Rocks }* @ 2:25 PM
Nothing really...
Erm... Nothing to type really... what to say?? Events of 2004 has been happy and sad... Many incident has happened yet we are still strong as one... For me, the greatest thing that have happened to me is the first three months jc... The friends I have made... And also, OG4 Rox... Many good memories and bad... But life have to go on... Poly life is a lot more different then secondary... First semester, I was trying the hell to fit in... But, I slack too much and failed two modules... This semester, repeating modules and forwarding some, trying my very best to cope with all the work... I miss the people in OG4 so so much... maybe the fun we have... the naughty things we have done... Celebrations together... Going to movie together... Walking through the big, horrible grass field... the afterward reunion we had... Haiz... life isn't the same... but it has to move on... Happy New Year to all... Gambatte nei...
*{ Ayumi Rocks }* @ 2:00 AM
*******
haiz... haiz... i think i going to peng kui soon... cannot concentrate in doing everything... ah... i miss my friends so so much... really hope i can get to see them during cny eve at huayi... miss og4 guys more... ah... must really get them out for an outing asap... haiz... maybe after their 'a' lvls ba... then they more free... hehe... dunno how to study my mek... electrics study almost finish liao... pssr aso dunno wat to study... and test is like two days away... no point me being so panic... gambatte ba... aso hope things would be much much better soon... lalalala... better be settled soon... affecting my life like hell...
"Always think that others are suffering more than you... Then life would feel much better..."
*{ Ayumi Rocks }* @ 11:36 AM
*******
die liao... tuesday mek, wednesday ele... then i haven study yet... actually got study a bit lah but sibei forgetful de... sian... nothing to write lah... very fan inside...
"As time goes by, I hope I would be much stronger..." something that i hope i can achieve...
most importantly, i really hope things would be much better soon...
*{ Ayumi Rocks }* @ 11:41 PM
*******
Term test coming soon... yet i have no mood to study... well... hope i can jiayou in this coming week... anyways... i spend about two days at malaysia... was at my godmum's house... actually when my bro say dun wan to go home and stay, i was very on for the idea... didn't wan to face the problem... well... i hope i got the inner strength in me to face the problem... maybe i going back to huayi to study or just sit at the stairs... i miss the flight of steps... miss everyone in my class... miss everyone i noe... all the things i have done to anyone tat is wrong... all the things that i said out inpulse... everyone's feeling i have hurt... i hope for forgiveness... please please tell me where i have done wrong... no matter whatever problems anyone have with me, just tell me... Directly... any unsolved problems with me... just come back to me... i noe i have hurt a lot of pple with my words and actions... i hope all of you would tell me when i go overboard... i hope not to hurt more pple with my bad bad attitude... my bad bad temper... i noe how it feels like... so so so sorry if i ever did tat to u...
*{ Ayumi Rocks }* @ 10:02 PM
*******
sometimes... i wonder... how the event in the past is past down to us... well... i am really not good at word... but i feel like writing something...
Believe in what you believe in
Aim to be who you really are
Respect those who respect you
Be who you really are
Love those who give them your love
sometimes... i really wish i could be a child again... however... nothing can change the past so i must move on with it...
"Those who believe in whatever they do are the ones who gets back double of what they give..."
*{ Ayumi Rocks }* @ 12:46 PM
*******
frustrating... the stupid rwp killing my brain cells... aiya... resting now to blog... very tired wor... dunno how to do... ah!!!!! STRESS!!!
"Just looking happy doesn't mean one is..."
*{ Ayumi Rocks }* @ 9:00 PM
*******
lolz... today i had a new experience... i went to the altar to read the readings... no lah... just testing volume only... but i still not experience lor... cannot really go up and read... singing still got problem... lolz... hope will get better... aiya... tomorrow got sch... go slp le...
"Moonlight tends to look upsetting if you feel so too..."
*{ Ayumi Rocks }* @ 10:39 PM
*******
yesterday i stayed at my babysitter's house... i dye my hair again... but the after colour was the same... so angry... the box cheat me... wanted a lighter colour... anyway, today i trimmed my hair by a bit... dun tink pple can see it aso... went for the sports elective in the afternoon... cycle until my leg ache... now my whole body ache... so tired... i tink i go slp liao...
"Love is a complicating thing..."
*{ Ayumi Rocks }* @ 10:26 PM
*******
lolz... today got extra electrics tuition in the morning... so tiring... haha... got that 2pid mek... make us wear boiler suit for one hour he also happy... haha... afternoon got programming... dun understand anything cos nv come on tuesday... brought jinghui for her routine walk... then at night went for choir practice... now i may got another job... reading the readings out to the crowd... a bit scared but i tink i can do it... hehe... may god bless me and my family... bless the pple who lost their family in the tsunami and hope they would grow stronger and go on living their lives...
"Sometime life is so unpredictable...
it's as fragile as glass...
but after all the events in life...
people will be much more stronger..."
something i just thought of... well... i will end here then...
*{ Ayumi Rocks }* @ 10:19 PM
*******
today i went for ele lab... my bell failed to ring... so upsetting... i burn myself again... afternoon had pst... today practical... i was thrilled as today i was given the chance to drive the powerboat... hehe... must really get my ppcdl licence soon... so fun... another tiring day... so stressed up... when i got back home, i brought jinghui to the playground... it is like an everyday routine... have to bring her for her walk... hehe... she was playing happily... well... the 10pm show on channel u getting interesting... must make time to watch... erm... nothing more liao...
"Life is more enriching if you make it true..." I say one... hehe...
*{ Ayumi Rocks }* @ 10:15 PM
*******
today is so tiring... i had workshop in the morning... then i got hit by one of the metal pieces... a small tiny burn on my hand... then afternoon i pon lessons and go to poly marina for the cfp 2005... miss the programming lesson... i had 3 power boat ride... one rescue boat ride... had great fun but was drained of my energy... well... today just another day for me...
*{ Ayumi Rocks }* @ 10:03 PM
*******
Erm... I realise that I can't be online everyday to blog... So sorry that I haven blog lately... Well... Let me recall what has happened this week... Monday... Nothing special... Go school today then came back at 1 plus... But I bought my niece Jinghui to my sec sch... Since it is the first day of sch, my teachers are quite busy... All of them thought she was adorable... Nothing really happened... Since Mr Salleh, Ms Mei and Ms Leong is not there already, three of my teachers is gone... Tuesday... Morning was terrible... I miss my bus and was late for workshop... got scolded... Working with the lathe is tiring but fun... afternoon was the most boring lesson of my semester... had pssr and programming... Another day passed, and the next day was cfp 2005 for my sch... I was send to group d with rin and v.j... belinda was aso in the grp... quite surprising... all the volunteers are from dmr... my grp had so much questions for dns which almost had me drown... hehe... but i am still alive and kicking... afternoon, we went to poly marina for water activities... was quite boring until the power boatt ride... my boat and another boat was out of fuel... we tried to row it back while help is on its way... it was quite an exciting day but i was so so tired... thursday was the day i was waiting for... I was going back to jj for jj nite... actually i was not feeling well but i still went... saw charlene, qian yu, mich, applie, apple, andre and a lot of other pple... marie was there with me until she had to go... had great fun and the new dances were extremely cute... well... hope all of them rest well and drink a lot of water to recover from their sore throat... yesterday was the day i stayed at home and do nothing... i woke up with a swollen ankle... cannot even move... was sliding around the house with my chair... lolz... but i had discuss my work with my grp members online... wow.... i have written so much... haiz... I miss the guys in og4... hope to see ya in the outing soon...
*{ Ayumi Rocks }* @ 4:38 PM
*******
Resolutions
Seems a little later for resolutions... But still, I have to list one...
1. Studies - Well... Just the first semester of poly, I already failed two modules... Slack too much... no use regretting now... So for the coming year, I hope I would stop slacking and concentrate in my studies... Must at least get this diploma and get it right... Already got bad record le...
2. Home - Erm... Hope things will be better after it is over... And hope it would be a quick one... So I would start a happy year... All I can do is to give my mum all the moral support she needs...
All the love that I can give her... Also to my brother... I will try my best to keep him clear of what he is doing...
3. A Him - Haiz... Same as every year... Hope to find someone who dote me more than I do... Maybe giving eachother the love we need... Although life is fragile, at least got him there for me...
4. Friends - Really want to keep my contact with all my sec friends and og4 members... They have been great just appearing in my life... Treasuring them is the only thing I can give them... They are important to me... And also, relations with my poly friends also have improved... I think... Well... Hope new and old friends will keep in contact then... If you all got any problems, you can come to me...
5. Church - Just join the chinese choir in church... Don't know why I have the sudden urge to join... But since I am now in, I will do my best to sing out the heavenly praises of the Lord...
6. Save more money - Need to stop spending so much... Life is different now... And also need to buy presents for those people who is important to me... Sorry if I didn't get you a present last year...
Okay... cannot be too greedy... too many resolutions... yet never complete... Well... Have a great year ahead...
*{ Ayumi Rocks }* @ 2:25 PM
Nothing really...
Erm... Nothing to type really... what to say?? Events of 2004 has been happy and sad... Many incident has happened yet we are still strong as one... For me, the greatest thing that have happened to me is the first three months jc... The friends I have made... And also, OG4 Rox... Many good memories and bad... But life have to go on... Poly life is a lot more different then secondary... First semester, I was trying the hell to fit in... But, I slack too much and failed two modules... This semester, repeating modules and forwarding some, trying my very best to cope with all the work... I miss the people in OG4 so so much... maybe the fun we have... the naughty things we have done... Celebrations together... Going to movie together... Walking through the big, horrible grass field... the afterward reunion we had... Haiz... life isn't the same... but it has to move on... Happy New Year to all... Gambatte nei...
*{ Ayumi Rocks }* @ 2:00 AM
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